LOST~~~

wats has happen to me...
I mess up all the calculation...
That made me fail in Basic Soil Mechanic and Science For Building~~~ :(
I hope it won;t affect me again in Measurement, Contract Act and Estimating :(
if it happen, i guess i should forget being a QS which required many calculating...
A small mistake could caused a huge loss....
I need to improved it but don't know how to solve my problem...

I also need a silent life in my life...
I need it to concentrate in my study...
I hope god able give me a chance to give me a silent life..
without being "disturbed" by "some one"....
I need it in order to improved my study...

Stupid Telekom!!!!!!!

The reason i said this becaused
THAT STUPID TELEKOM CHANGED MY HOUSE NUMBER!!!
IT CAUSED ME CANNOT ONLINE FOR 2 DAY!!!
AFTER THAT ONCE COMPLAIN TO TELEKOM
NOW MY MODEM IS DOWN CANNOT ENTER INTERNET AT ALL
I had to go to Game Free Internet Cafe located at Farlim
which take around 5 minute to reach from my home....
I call my uncle to check my internet on the day it cannot used
i dun wan to call the telekom to check
caused last month call telekom and they send technician...
they technician is kinda sck + rude to customer
they show like they are the only technician in Penang...
I feel like wan quit the streamyx and go for digi broadband...

Feel Sick With My Life

Boring life...

Day and night pass...

Repeating the whole life...

Wake up, bath, eat, drink, listen music,

doing assingment, study...

feel like life is nightmare...

nothing is fair in this world??

be good feel like being bully by other..

trying being bad.. said by other people..

other people do bad nothing happen..

me do bad... from A-Z all come out...

What is life mean?

What do I have to born in this world??

I keep thinking of myself...

Am I being born to just add extra population??

Am I being born for being bully???

Am I being born to have miserable life??

Why can't I improved my life??

~still searching the reason for me to exist in earth~

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so trying to updated it and

repair the complicating function blog =x

100 questions about myself o.o

Part 1: The Basics
1. What is your full name?
-->KT Lee (Tats the answer available)
2. Where and when were you born?
-->Penang. 3rd April 1990
3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
-->Private & Confidential
4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
-->1 and i hate him the most
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
-->Penang with my parent
6. What is your occupation?
-->College student & assistant technician (part time)
7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.
-->180cm+, 60-70kg, chinese, black, black, no tattoos are allowed, style of dress i dunnoe
8. To which social class do you belong?
-->Normal???
9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
-->No stamina
10. Are you right- or left-handed?
-->Right
11. What does your voice sound like?
-->Horible
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
-->What the .......
13. What do you have in your pockets?
-->Nothing
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining
characteristics?
-->lazy

Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general?
-->problem making
16. What is your earliest memory?
-->being scold for playing fire???
17. How much schooling have you had?
-->dunnoe
18. Did you enjoy school?
-->yeah i miss my 2ndary school time
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
--> family & friend
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them
-->Nobody
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
-->chat with them
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
-->Arthitect
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
-->play games
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
-->naughty
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
-->no... caused my result in exam bad
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?
-->Never had a kiss b4
27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
-->still virgin =="
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
-->I have no idea what you talking about


Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
-->Sleeping
30. Who has had the most influence on you?
-->My dad
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
-->Able get A for Science in PMR since failing it since std4 to F3
32. What is your greatest regret?
-->alot.. unable list it down & dunnoe how to said
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
-->Said ppl background which i hated him the most....
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
-->Fight at school (being caught by teacher)... alot but all unable detect by teacher such as skip school, go cc while school time....
35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
-->Being play idiot by friend
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
-->Talking rubbish
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
-->My way of life caused my life right now is sad
38. What is your best memory?
-->sorry dun have
39. What is your worst memory?
-->lost my wallet at temple

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
-->Pessimistic
41. What is your greatest fear?
-->Lost my thing
42. What are your religious views?
-->No idea
43. What are your political views?
-->Hate political
44. What are your views on sex?
-->Love
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
-->Kill insect?? i mostly kill moquito :)
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
-->Betray, Fight and kill their own family
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
-->dunnoe
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
-->depend on situation....
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
-->I hide my self in order to prevent some brainless people
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
-->i think most is prejudices??
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
-->yes... caused no mood to doing it...
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
-->My future wife (FUTURE NOT NOW~!! NOW NO GF~~!!)

Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)?Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
-->Depend on how the people treat me...
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
-->future my wife la.... now is my dad :)
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
-->My dad
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
-->My friend is the person i know la =.=" best friend i dunnoe
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
-->no
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
-->Ofcourse ..! but being rejected :'(
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
-->cute, lovely... aiya dun care la...
60. How close are you to your family?
-->Hate to said it
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
-->no~~ caused no stable income & single
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
-->My dad
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
-->Yeah... my dad caused he always there went i need help
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
-->lame question =.= sure my family la but some not all =.="
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
-->One of my classmate caused unable do the job
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
-->Try to avoid caused my way of speaking bad
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
-->Don;t want but forced too... and hope dun wan b leader except assistant :)
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
-->Mayb....
69. Do you care what others think of you?
-->I dun care..who are they think of me and try to tease it..Plz look at ownself b4 said other ppl...

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
-->Read comic and listen music.... SLEEP~~~
71. What is your most treasured possession?
-->Laptop
72. What is your favorite color?
-->Blue, Black, Green
73. What is your favorite food?
-->Chicken
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
-->the thing tats me interest in
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
-->horror, adventure
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
-->Smoke once bcause wan test and hate it =.=" drink i love it and dun wan to quit :)
No drug allowed in my life except the medicine which nowsaday made of drug can't avoid it :'(
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
-->stay at home and sleep.. if friend invite go out with friend :)
78. What makes you laugh?
-->people laugh (I am idiot which laugh for no reason mayb try made myself happy)
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
-->Hope not to get it or else get out from that place
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
-->online whole day and try to sleep... mayb read book to made me sleep
81. How do you deal with stress?
-->Sleep
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
-->Plan
83. What are your pet peeves?
-->hamster but already gone :'(

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
-->eat, sleep, play computer game & chat.... normal caused used to it
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
-->Speechless... (sound idiot but it all the time)
86. What is your greatest weakness?
-->no stamina
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
-->I love myself... not intend to changed it except i want improved my stamina
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
-->both
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
-->both
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
-->Good --> sleep, eat, listen music Bad --> study, do work, read
91. Do you like yourself?
-->I love myself
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
-->What you asking about =.="
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
-->Find my future wife, learn, travel around the world, live happily...
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
-->Working or mayb infront laptop
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
-->Die in peacefully during sleep~~
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
-->Enjoy my life to the full
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
-->Nothing... mayb during my happy moment with my wife & kids (if got la =.=)
98. What three words best describe your personality?
--->I ->Don;t ->Know
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
--->I -> Don;t -> Care
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)
-->>Do whatever u feel right and investigate it... try to improved all the bad thing

Bad Phone Line

I am DIGI user

My college friend is using maxis

Their phone have line all around my college, TARC Penang

However DIGI is onli available at open area college

I wonder do the TARC set a new rule that

Yellow man are not allowed to enter to the TARC building???

I'm using DIGI because it was the most cheapest phone call than Maxis, Celcom and Umobile

however the signal for DIGI teritory is limited

DIGI~I Will Follow You

except some area which banned Yellow Man from entering

StresS DaY!!!!!~~~

25 May 2009

After entering the Year 2 Semester 1 of College

Busy time had started to enter to my life

Unable to rest or doing something to release stress

lot of work had come rush to me

6 subject to study

able to learn 2 new thing

law & economic

however the other 4 is stress for me

3 out of 4 need get to site

1 out of 4 is having hard time to search Percussion Boring at the site

which barely used it on site and hard to find around my area

Having hard time to search site...

I having difficult to catch up with law

cause i am not the person who can study

whoot 1st timer...

1st time using blog...
nothing much in this blog..
if me blogging sck..
tell me..
i hope able to improve it gua..
(if i can la.. no i dunnoe liao lo)
this blog will be rarely be open..
i ownself dunnoe wats to type in..
(^.^)V